I'm Back

I thought I would come back to the blogging world! 

Whats been happening in my life this year.

Well unfortunatly I have left work, and I'm unemployed.  but It was a voluntery deciecion due to my health.  Now its my time to replax.

I never thought I would be once of those people that would reply on the government to live.  But I kinda had no choice!  It was becoming increasingly hardder to get up in the morning and make it to work.

I wanted to leave on a high not a low.  I didnt want to wait until I was the worst employee.  My boss was upset I was leaving because I contibuted to the team allot.  but she did understand my reasons, and supported my decisions.

This is my 3rd week off from work, and Its strange to think I have no date to get back to work.  I'm thankfully not spending time in bed feeling sorry for myself.

I make sure I get up at a reasonable hour, have breakfast and just take the day as it comes.  I do try to give my a task to get done everyday.  It gives me purpose, a responsibility, something to get up for!

I've planned some things in the next couple of weeks, giving me somthing to look forward too.  I'm going to Warnambool on a VLine train on Christmans day.  I'm going with my friend lisa.  I've never been on a long train trip before.  so I'm very excited!

Then for New Years Eve and New Years day, im taking my Mum and dad to the Marybourough Highlland Gathering.  I've always wanted to go to it, so now I have the time to go.

Next Week mum has Monday and Tuesday off, We have made tentiive plans to go to the VIC market and hopfully go and see the new Top Shop that has opend last week and maybe Zara, both in Melbourne and had a big hype arround them opening. 

I'm so fortunate I have a huge support network arround me, My mother is the best!  she puts up with my bad days, when I snap for no reason, or if I'm in tears of pain she there telling me everthing will be ok.  I also have My father, who dosent say much but I know he cares, he is ok with my not paying board at the moment, and that speaks louder than words.  I have my Sister Kelly, who sends SMS's of support!  sometimes those messages are exactly what I was looking for at the exact time.

I have the best friends in the whole world, and I only hope when all these people need support or comfort, i'll be there to help somehow.  I want to repay all the kindness they have displayed towards me. to and clean the house, its mopping the floor day and cleaning the bathroom!  I think I will pop on some music and make some fun of it!

I have so much I want to achieve with my time off (3 months) at the moment.  I only hope I can get the list done, its huge!  but for once in  my life I plan to take one day at the time,  I'm trying to stay away from making too many plans!  I dream big! and I tend to get too ahead of myself!

I plan to blog eveyday , I think it will be good therapy for me, lets see how it goes